i think i'm letting valentines day get to me. i'm usually not into all that shit, but this year, it's different i guess. im sort of sick of being alone. its stupid, because i really dont think i want to be with anyone, just seeing people..with other people..being happy..hah i dont know..sometimes i wish i had that with someone. someone really nice and sweet..and totally cheesy. hah i like that, i think its cute. but i doubt anyone will come around this valentines day.