i had a really awesome time tonight. i love the people i've become friends with now. i just feel really happy. it was mikes birthdy today. and today i've also realized, just now..that my very first bestfriend, from grade 1 until now, which is pretty much grade 11, i dont need her anymore. she got a boyfriend grade 9, stopped talking to me kind of, didnt see much of eachother, gave her life away to drugs and sex. i do drugs..just not coke, E, shrooms..shit like that. i dont need her, and i actually dont care.