so..last night was the tits. i had fun but gosh..i hardly talked. i was so nervous and shy and the boy i went with to prom i have a major crush on..and he asked why i wasnt talking and i said i dont know..and he said yes you do and then he was like..mike told me..its okay. so mike told him that i have a crush on him..but i told him too cause i hate when someone you like doesnt know. they have to know..its a must. anyways, so ya..and he had had some drinks so he was like i'll talk to you about it tomorrow cause i really cant get my words straight. and i just felt like saying..dont bother..i know whats going to be said but hey..who knows. but then..he acts as if he likes me or something but then he may feel obligated. and then i feel bad. i feel horrible i didnt friggin talk and i was so nervous and im sure he would have had a wayyyyy better time if he asked someone else. but hey i had a good time and everything i just dont want him to look back on his prom and be like "oh ya..that was my lame date." gosh...lordy lou. hm. he kept saying he did have a good time..but who knows. he wasnt really paying attention to me or anything anyways. but thats okay..nothing wrong with that but gosh i felt so out of place. every one at the party were couples. except for me and him. i was like...aahhhh..i wont be so shy for long..but then it might be too late by then..gosh im lame.