i havent cried over a boy in a while. and why does it have to be now? like an hour away from my birthday. i wanted my birthday to be fun. every single year i've cried. and now i have this on my mind..why cant anything work out. ALSO i'll be alone for my birthday. my moms going to be at work, my friend ditched me to go shopping and mike is working. and i dont know about anyone else..probably busy.