i've been thinking..people are so shallow. just my luck, i turn out ugly..why cant anything ever work for me? why cant i be pretty? ugh..its not fair..i sound so selfish, but it seems like thats the only way to get somewhere in this world, is to be "pretty", "hot", ya things like that..and its not fair..guys would only want me if i was skinny and had a pretty face. who cares about personality, just throw that all away..im waiting until i meet a guy that actually doesnt care about looks. he doesnt have to like me..but i just want to meet him..lol a dumb as that sounds. but i know it wont ever happen, and i'll be alone..like i am right now. i personally dont care about looks. actually i dont like the guys that most girls think are hot..cause you know that they only go for their "kind", and they're stuck up and such lol..the guys i think are hot..no one else does..i think its cause they have awesome personalites, thats what brings it out..but hey..who am i kidding? i wont ever find a guy that wants an ugly girl, not a nice body, and all of the other things that make me..it feels like im alone on this thought, probably not but thats how it feels..