so today is my 16th birthday. and it was probably one of the worst. i cried about 3 times. i was pretty upset cause none of my friends had lunch with me and they all just kind of left. so i was on the verge of crying. i come back to my locker and shannons like "jami whats wrong!?" and then ya..i start to cry. then we talk and what not and then i go to the washroom come back and start talking to a few friends and one of them was like "you dont look so happy on your birthday!" and then michell was like "whats wrong!?" and ya..started crying again..felt like an idiot. anyways..so ya that. then after school mike came over and we were play fighting and then he actually started to hurt me but i was like okay whatever i dont really care, and then i slammed the door as a joke and he fucking starts freaking telling me i need to grow up blah blah blah blah blah. WHAT THE FUCK? i told him to leave and then he starts being a smart ass and im like just fucking leave and then he comes back to get something just fucking walks in im on my bed crying doesnt say shit gets what he needs and leaves. and my friend ditched me tonight and we were supposed to hang out. but noo. and we had this planned for a looong time cause i havent seen her in soo long. and she ditched me to go shopping.. jay came over. and that was probably the best highlight. im glad she came..it was fun we watched americas next top model. it was good.