um so..party last night. the guy that i had a crush on was there, which was great, cause its not awkward after he told me he didnt like me. i was wasted/stoned and i really didnt fucking care. but then..we were in the house..everyone was drunk and everyone else had left so there was 4 of us..then he starts saying shit.."im sorry i dont like you as much as you like me" WHAT THE FUCK. i have a crush on you. dont fucking flatter yourself. and then i got pissed off cause he kept saying shit about himself that isnt true. and hes just..ugh. i feel sorry for the kid..i really do. but on another note. i have a drinking buddy. and we take care of eachother when we're both really fucked up. its great, hes a sweet kid. gosh. i love my friends.