day ten of being on my own.

it's nice in a lonely way. or lonely in a nice way. i'm not sure which yet.

tomorrow i will walk to the cinema alone and see a film.

and if the boy a few rows ahead catches my eye and i happen to catch his too, i'll smile for only a second before turning back to my bag of popcorn, finally able to enjoy the fact that i came here alone and i'll leave by myself.