i'm getting good at this alone thing, this 'i'm too good for you thing,' this thing where i laugh at anyone who tries to start a conversation with me.
i'm obviously getting too good.
it started out because i needed to distance myself and remove some feelings from some situations, from some people.
and now i fear i may have gone too far, i feel so numb to people that it's hard to talk because i am always telling myself that i shouldn't get too close. because who knows what could happen?
i want to blame you for this but i know that's not right.
Sorry to hear you've gotten all distanced from romance. When you've been betrayed and hurt, its hard to justify giving strangers a chance (because after all, what happened last time?) but thats really the only way to do it. I don't know how I manage to not allow what happened with Kat (and others) affect the possibilities with anybody else.
Its a long shot, but maybe this is the time for the charming and understanding romantic interest to appear. At least thats what always happens in the books/movies.
Hey, you can hope, right?