i replay that day over in my head, all the time, still today, your smile though, is fading.

you talk of closure, i think of open wounds forever, i wonder how long forever is.

today is your birthday.

"i have all i want for my birthday, you."

how will i ever trust again if you broke mine so easily, will anyone deserve it?

i am alone, i do not know for how long, i do not know if i care anymore.