i've stopped writing because i've stopped feeling. and it's not just because of that boy i gave my heart to. that was such a long time ago i've gotten further and further from him each day. he still has and will probably always have part of my heart. i kind of still want it back but i don't know if that is the way it works.
i feel so numb because.
if i had the answer i think i would not be in this predicament. this one where i close myself off to everyone and anyone and all i want is to let someone in but there's something there blocking them.
maybe i'll try again tomorrow.
Things might take a while to kick back to normal, but it'll happen.
In the meantime, just do something new! I'm sure there's some energy in there somewhere; it doesn't matter how positive or negative the mood, it can always be turned towards something creative.