this snow reminds me of you, the sunshine that reflects and blinds reminds me of you, walking to lecture with my head down against the wind reminds me of you. the way a classmate pronounces his long a's reminds me of you.

i still can't believe i let you become my everything because there was nothing i could do but sit and watch you walk away and take all my somethings along with you.

i keep trying, you keep pushing, i stop trying, you start pulling.

i can't.