i only miss you when i'm lonely and i'm only lonely when i miss you and so i don't know where to go from here because i thought i'd escaped this cycle but then i see you on the street and it all comes back in one big lump in my throat and i'm left here still trying to catch my breath.
I know exactly how you feel.
You think that you're happy, and you think you're OK... and then being around them sends you back. You feel like you're living it all over again.
For a brief moment its almost like you could possibly go back to the way it was... and then you're reminded that the reality you're remembering can't exist again.