I want to give up so badly nobody cares how they talk to me no bosy has any respect i wish i was invisible so no one can see me when i cry or when i want to scream i don't want to be seen by anybody. Sonny and his kids all treat me badly and im getting so sick of it i jsut want to be loved and cared for but for some reason in every relationship im in that's never the subject and with sonny and i's relationship all we do is argue and his kids always make me cry what is this relationship you know this morning he said i know we have been having a hard time latly i don't know what he expected me to say but i didn't say anything i wanted to cry but i didn't. all im asking for is to be happy with him again that all im ever asking for. But when or will it ever happen