Todays the day 9 years my mom had been gone. I can't believe shes been gone this long. Its so hard to not have that specail person that brought you into this world to be here. Im so happy to have my boyfriend around these times casue when ever i need a hug hes more and willing with out any questions he'll give me one. At times like this i wish i wasn't here only becasue i would do anything to see or to hear her voice would make me the most happiest daughter in the whole world. At least i know Sonnys mom i can look at her as a mom even though shes not my own but she opens her heart and home and her arms to me like a mother would. Its like i called my dad he asked me why do i go see her so much. i thought to myself at least i go and see her unlike yourself. yeah i go see her alot but i can if i want to thats my mom i go roughly 4 times a year on the days that i think people should go on. i asked him to go and he agreeded to go which was nice to hear. i jsut wish my mom would see what has gone on, well im sure she has but i mean i wish i could talk to her about whats gone on. I love you mommy, your always on my mind. You mean the world to me and someday we will meet again . R.I.P. Mommy