Man i jsut wish things would be jsut happy then they already are i feel so miserable and im really not so sure why yeah i know kinda why thats becasue sonny and i are always fighting and never getting along for stupid reasons that shouldn't even be going on. Man i jsut wish it was perfect or somthing i just wish sonny and i were happy and whenever we looked into each others eyes we smiled man i jsut hate that sonny just looks at me being the problem in the reltionship and its never him. i don't understand that concept. I jsut wish he knew that i love him to peices and even though we fight and shit i will always love him. Its just life is so confussing right now and think that will never change i jsut hate life right now and i should be enjoyiing it but im not maybe casue im not happy i don't know i just wish i knew more about what life is gonna give me in return adn what my life is gonna be like in the future. But like i said I wish