you asked me to marry you now you want out i don't get it,whats goin on my head is stuck in a dream a dream i thought would last a life time a fantasy that just wont come true. you always yell and scream i just wish you would cry to let it out i ask myself is this what i want, as i always say if i didn't i wouldn't be here all this drama can drive someone crazy but all this just makes me stronger. he says he loves me but what is his meaning of love cause i don't get it he says he don't want me nomore i wonder what was i all this time he puts it all on me always me who does wrong wrong doing in this realionship isn't just on me but him to there two sides of every street one day he loves me the next he wants me gone. why put that ring on my finger if its for all that. all that, all gone, love, lust fuck what is this life