so yesterday was day one of pomz tryouts. i suck. the dance was easy nd i did my splits perfect.. but they made me do a right leap nd my left are so much better ugh i diffently got marked off for that.. nd then i totaly forgot my sheet at home cuz i had no clue that i neeeded anything so they probably hate me for that ugh im so scrwed nd im guna get cut today cuz my stupid turns. the truth is tho im not even sure if i wana make it.. i want to just to say i did but i dunt wana do pomz during the year.. i know its too late now but its such a commitment nd im so scared i cant even get good grades when i dunt have 3hrs of dance aday ughh. nd then if i dont do pomz i have to do swimming nd i dunt wana do that eaither. why am i do fucking lazy latley nd why couldnt i hit my doubles today at xport with jen nd kristy ughhhhh. im so pissed off.