things are starting to piss me off. gah. i cant deal with school im doing so fcking bad and my mom just like will not let me move down and its killing me and like i miss people and things that used to be and like i cried myself to sleep i think last night? er the night before. jus like i broke down i dunt even know i was watching the notebook n thinking ahh i duno w.e stupid. i have so mucch homework tonight n im thinking maybe il jus blow it all off. i hate school