yesterday i woke up early and went to say goodbye to ashlee at her house with kat jen emily kristy and sam. ah it was so friken hard like i dont even know. i couldnt like phiscaly walk away from her when we had to leave. n like i duno i was trying so hard to cry but i couldnt not. like i jus broke down like i dunt even know i cant take it its like it hits me fer a day n then all of a sudden i feel like shes coming back. but ugh ashlee you are guna be amazing there i love you so much babii give me your address n i will write you and everything ♥ i just hope you know how much everyone here talks about the fact of you leaving n how much they will miss you. words cant even say ♥ so after ashlees i wnet to work n there all like why was ur face red n stuff but im like nothign.. n then like i went home n then i went to tovas wit her and jam n then we chilled there n got ready and ate culvers n then julez came there n we got readi more. then then matt picked us up from the park n we drove to his house n then we watched his sister and her friends in the lake n sat on his dock n then we went in his barn n did hooka.. ugh yum.. then me tova mat julez n gordon went to wendys n we saw blair. then we saw derryk and keegan and derryks like YOU GOT YOUR BRACES OFF n im like YOU DYED YOUR HAIR. hum yeaa then i had to get picked up cuz my parents are gay n my dad picked me up n then i came home but i didnt wana stay in so i left to kats n i slept there. then my mom picked me up this morning and i think im goin to the mall wit katty and eileeen ♥ ASHLEE I FCUKING MISS YOU ♥