ew stevenson meetings tonyte. i diffently dunt want to be freshman. the little freshman. hahh ew. i want highschool so bad, new expiernces nd FINALLY new people.. but at the same time im so terrified nd stuff. too lose friends? nd if people dunt like me er are like bitches im not even making sence. i never doo. ;p well anywayyz.. today at school was just a normal dayy, boring like usuall, except me nd ashlee forgot our calculators nd then forgot our spirals. hah were so stupid. like matt turnoff called us. but who cAres hes annoying. he was like "robbie never stops talking" nd im like "nd you do?!" nd me nd kat started laughing. ew i hate the guyz at our school. seriously get a life. nd get more m a t u r e . ahh i need liek the p e r f e c t guy.. like so sweet and hott and alwayz there for me. nd like not mean. i guy thats not immiture nd wunt constantly put me down. constantly make me feel bad about myself. i need this guy soon like ahhh. maybe in highschool it will finally happen, ill find the one guy i should be in love with cuz he would love me back. be i n l o v e with me x3 hahh keep dreaming _ x3 plus.. what shuld i do to my diaryy?! its so ugly mwahh_ lExii x3