yesterday was saturday =] fcking amazing =] woke up early and went to a poms game in like lake forest. that kinda sucked but i sat with kristy the whole time and talked and sat under an umbrela in the rain. from 9 until 4. yea. sheiit. after that i went home. showered really fast. got ready reali fast. my dad drove me to tjs house fer teejapalooza. i get out of the car n i saw andrew first n hes like uh your x.boyfirends here. n im like cool? hah like i love how everyone makes it a big deaal. n hten i was talking to lauryn and ilana and sara. n then kyle . n then i saw brad sean and shane. walked into the back yeard wit them. was wit them fer a while. jessie shec came n i was talking to her fer a long time =] . then like sam n jessica came. me sam jessica shane n sean went to wendys with my mom and got food. i was STARVING. then we went back ta teej's =]. then kelly n jill came n the whole time after that sean pretty much ignored me. n i duno me and sam went off wit mike giannani my lover. n like then after that tova and gord and kat camee n then me n tova went wit mike some kid ben n some other kids and heather and jessie and lizzie to that ben kids house. his dad was a cop? hmm yea. pretty much everyone at teej's was smoking and like so were his parents n everything. i saw the chris kid there so came to my house wit aj n was like "your pretty good looking". hahah wow. he call me his girlfriend fer the night? n i got shit from him fer mike n w.e. uhh yea. i really liked tjs. i did stupid stuff becuase i was jelaous. of sean. im retarted cuz i dunt care . im just such a jelaous person n i hate it so much. w.e my mom was supposed to pick me and sam up at 9. she didnt come til 10. me and sam got driven to jens fer ashlees bonfire. i could tell when we got there everyone was pissed n i understand like we were really late ubt i seriously felt so bad like i didnt even know what to say. i love ashlee so much n i missed her like insaneley but i cant i duno like i have this feeling that shes stil here n like guna be here like i cant explain it i guess im like taking the time shes here for granted and i shouldnt like i dunt get to see her that much n shes one of my best firends. i love her. uhh yea so after the bonfire at jens me jen ashlee kristy emily slept at kristys and ate a lot of ben and jerrys ice cream. talked to jake and jack on the fone . and watched the worst movie ever called hide and seek. its actually not bad its just SOO so so loud. =]