i dunt know whats rong with me im like in a state of depression and im trying so hard not tot cry but im like crying hystericaly like its so gay im crying over like fcking being with people in school i duno whats rong with me. and im crying cuz of something josh told me. and cuz my parents are being so gay. and cuz i duno who to like gah i hate this so much i hate crying now like i feel like im weak er somethign like i need to stop . fuck school GAHH i NEED summer back so bad. by the wya we had our first "real day" of school today. n poms pictures. awesome