today was so amazing. wow x3 It's never easy and you never know What leaves you crying And what makes you whole There ain't no way that I can hold it down Falling to pieces Forever in doubt so last night me tovie julez cait went to like teraki box, walgreens nd then jacks hosue. we chilled there nd then julez left with jacks bro. nd met up with gordon er sumethingg.. nd jacks brothers friends were like asking us what we were doing in the basement like they were like suspicious cuz we were just sitting there.. nd it made me reaolise were so like stupid. cuz we really were just sitting there talking nd laughing nd not doign nethign when we should have been. its like the same thing everyweekend nd im gettng sick of it. But it's alright Why don't you tell me again How you'll still be there When the heartache ends It's alright Why don't you tell me my friend How you'll be with me When the heartache ends i miss like spontaneous weekends, but then again im scared.. scared of getting introuble nd caught again. ughh. i duno whats rong with me.. so yea w.e after jacks tovie nd cait slept over nd i made cookies fer us nd we had a really amazing talk in my basement.. kinda about what i just wrote about like parties nd like guyz nd stuff i love them x3 There ain't nobody who can show you how To find the surface when you're underground There ain't no blanket that can hide this cold There ain't no memory That ever gets old then we fell asleep.. nd woke up this morning, tanned, and then went to josh frieds with the same people josh jake jackk. And I move all directions To the corners and the outskirts While the lovers and the lonely Start to whisper all about me And if I stand here silent I almost start to feel you fading in Telling me hold on Cuz it's gonna be alright it was really funn first we just like tanned, then we got into like a water fight nd me nd cait were hiding in the house nd then i duno we started like spitting water at eachother nd they got my hair so wett hah it was great. nd there so hilarious like they were throwing like food over the fence nd being so weird hah i love it. ughh its so nice out its like 85 wow x3 ugh pomz tryouts are tomorrow// this week im freaking outtttttt. happy mothers day :) nd its weird.. cuz today at joshs.. jack told me nd cait how its weird that none of us were with our familes? hum? Say you'll be with me When the heartache ends