today was horrible im in the most fcking mood right now the only good thing that happened today is the fact that me n tova talked on the fone n are coool now. me n my mom got into a huge fight about me and sleeping n w.e n she told me shes fcking taking me to another doctor n she doesnt udnerstand that its not guna make a difference since ive already been to them n i they dunt know shit. except to give you sleep medicine wchich my parents wunt let me take. fuckgin bnjhdfghj sean told me his sister saw me in school today ancd told him i looked bad. which obviously means im fcking ugly? n he jus told me i did look bad. great me n kristy went ta andrews ta get homecoming forms n shit n like im like to andrew we never talk er see eachother. n like. i really dunt think he gives a shit. i hate how things go from being so amazing and good to being fcknig horrible. i hate school. im so like. pissed. AH