I seriously don't see the point to being alive. Everyone is just there to bitch at one another and whateve else they want to do. I'm sick of having to worry about if someone is talking behind my back, or if someone is mad at me. It just keeps coming, the same people are always mad at me. When we become friends again, it's all good, then like what the fuck someone tells them something about something i did to that person, not the one that is mad at me, and the person i fucking mad at me again. Holy shit! I am so sick of it. Make up your fucking mind. If you want to hate me, please just tell me. If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just tell me. I don't care, it's just another thing to add to my shitlist. Fuck this school year, it's all been bad and i've been screwed over all year. I find a friend and they don't to be my friend, then they do, then they don't! Just tell the fucking truth. I'm tired of always feeling someone is mad at me. Maybe i should change fucking schools! Awe what a relief that would be, wouldn't have to worry about the assholes at my school now anymore. It's like everyone has to be friends with just one person..it is so stupid. "You can't be friends with my friend, she is mine!" GOD, can't everyone just be friends. Life would be so much easier. I think i've lost, gained, and stayed friends with many people. It's the people that i lost as friends that bother me, cuz if they hate me, then they could spread rumors, or whatever else they wanted to do..to fuck up my life. I think people need to smack themselves in the face, and realize what this world is coming to. Everyone is going to be fucked in the end, cuz life fucks us all. This SitDiary..might help me take out some shit. Thank god.