I'm not really sure when the last time was when i wrote in this thing. but well let's just say things have gotten in control and out of control again, it pretty much has changed but gotten better in a lot of parts. well me and my boyfriend are madly in love and that is just oh so wow. im so blessed to have him in my life and im so lucky to have such a great guy. ive never actually felt this way about somebody who has loved me back as much as i know he does. i cant live without him he is my life. and well i couldnt possibly make it without him he has changed my life in so many ways he has made me a better person and made me know who i really am and who i can really trust in my life. my friends.....well they are pretty good, a little problems but i dont really care anymore. im sick of worrying about them and how everything is going to turn out and shit like that. im just sick of them getting pissed at me for no reason and i cant wait til they realize its not me whose changed its them. and i hope they realize it soon cuz its pissing me off like no effing other. haha wow im so not the person to talk to about this shit anymore. so many people used to come up to and ask me for things. well lets just say thats still going on.but im sick of it. bye bye i love you