Ok so my last entry from sometime last week..i told you that i was going to let go...well...i cant do it. everytime i talk to him my feelings coem right back and i cant seem to stop falling for him. he means the world to me and it will never change. he asked me to hang out this weekend, instead of me asking him..but i was the one to cancel plans this time. cuz i was at a friends and it just didn't seem to work out..or little plan to go out to the movies or whatever. but its my fault this time..and he deserved it for all the times hes done it to me. but like i said i cant seem to let him go. it just doesnt work..ive said to myself ok let go its time to stop this and move on. but i just cant do it..im in love with him and its going to last for who knows how long. im sick of this but its how i feel and its never going to go away. this week was good.i didnt do much during school we had a snow day, 2 2hour delays and 2 full days of school..which both days i went home with my friend and chilled at her house. which was cool.omg we watched saw.and yeah i dont like the guy from that movie but hey thats just my opinion. so dont worry, go see it. if you like scary movies. eh its been a long day. i think im out. so im either heading to bed..or who knows what. i love you..