Ah well it has been a long time since i updated this bitch. i've been really busy lately..and i haven't updated my love. my bad and im sorry. i love writing in here, but i just dont always have the time to sit down and write an entry. but here i am..sunday night.typing an entry! yay babe! so i finally gave up on the kid i was "so in love with" and decided to move on. i know it seems fast but its been almost two months since i cried about him and you know what? it's not really my loss anymore cuz he lost his chance..when he had it. i have a boyfriend now, and its been going great. we have a lot of fun together, and im just glad to be over the other guy. cuz i needed a chance in my life, and i needed to stop worrying about him. which is good? hehe yeah! so things have been really well lately with school and friends and everything. some of my friends think im changing with this boyfriend, but the thing is he is only with me in front of them in the mornings at school and i hang out with him like once on the weekend..it's not really changing anything. but whatever they can think whatever cuz i know im not changing because of a guy. my friends come first and its been that way forever!!! and it will NEVER change. i hope they learn to know that more and more. well yeah so thats all good right there. my family is doing okay..im kind of sick of them, but my mom has always been strict about me getting in cars with people like my age. or like only a couple years older than me and my mom let me get in teh car with my boyfriend which was like WHOA. but hey my parents KICK ASS!! haha and im never going to say that again. please. haha. yeah so if you cant tell im doing better, and im not as "depressed" as i was and what not. i layed out today at my friends house and got burnt so yeah im ALL red. its funny but then again it will turn into tan soon!! ah wow im in a good mood..