Holy shit like seriously..where has the time gone? i feel like everything is moving really fast, and things are changing really fast..and nothing can be taken slowly anymore..everything needs to get done immediately and im kind of sick of it. i want to go slow not extremely fast..seriously time needs to slow its self down..uh this week has been incredibly busy and tonight was the ONLY night i didn't have homework so i came home from track and completely nothing to do..so it was cool.. its saint patrick's day and im like 1% irish or something..who knows. but i wore like 1% today so it's all good. so i've been a bit crappy and bitchy lately and im not sure why. i just have been. something is going through me that is telling me to be a bitch to everybody i talk to or be extremely loud and not shut up. school is doing alot better, i feel like my grades are going up and its all good..it was a goal of mine. its not like they are bad but i wanted to bring them up to make myself feel better about it..if you know what i mean. uh i feel very icky like i need to who knows..not like dirty shower but i just feel icky. who knows.. i think i am going to go to bed now..but its so early but it feels good when i wake up in the morning. like seriously? yesterday i slept through one of my classes and today(since i went ot be early last night) i was like upbeat and really active which i guess is really good. i was looking at my one friend's entry about kids getting drunk and smoking at a young age(like second grade) and i totally agree..that will be how people will grow up to be..its just gotten worse over the years and nobody does a thing about it anymore. but hey okay. im out..im still in love with him.