okay wow, so its summer and i never thought i would be updating this again, but apparently i am. summer has been great, ive been hangin out with my boyfriend, and my one really good friend, but my best friend is sick and that sucks. she better get better!! so yeah its been going great, my job is great, i make 80 bucks a week for working 2 days a week, its freaking amazing!! ive had cross country training every morning, which is good cuz it makes me feel skinnier than i am. and it makes me feel good about myself, im really excited for the season too but i still got months to go. its all good. so last night i went to my boyfriends house and i found out so many things about him and it made me cry, that just goes to show how much i freaking care about this kid. yes, im in love, and i know its really because he loves me back more than anyone ever has. and he treats me better than anyone in the whole world has. i am so lucky to have him and im crazy about him. yeah im in a good mood and im listening to backstreet boys..wow im cool.