Dear en, thank you so much for always being there for me,and always understanding my problems. I would seriously die without you. You are always so honest with me, and you tell me the truth about anything. You're always there when i need someone to run to, or whatever i need. You have been such a great friend to me the past years and i just wanted to thank you. You always leave the best comments, and you know how to make me smile/laugh/do a dance, whatever. I love seeing you happy, and i love you! You are the best ever. mwah. ~always...dn That's my hero right there! So the past weekend was good..i hung out with my friend and we had fun. Today i just chilled..and the superbowl is on right now..and guess who isn't watching it. I've been getting better, but i've still come home at night and cried myself to sleep, or just been in the worst mood ever. im sick of it. but i can't help it anymore..i saw him today. and yeah he smiled at me..and i just wanted to jump on him. but hey you can't when your at church. everytime i look at his face, i want ot cry, because i always have weird feelings. i'm so in love with him, but i am so scared to tell him, i know he has feelings for me,but i don't know how deep his are..i'll just have to see.. thanks again en.