Okay so today is saturday today is semi. yes i am excited but my best friend isnt even going.its just some of my friends..and of course my boyfriend. but like one of the girls i am going with i can not stand at the moment and i have to deal with pictures and dinner iwth her..and she screwed up the whole fucking sleepover thing or afterparty at my house cuz my mom said it was going to be a late night and didnt want boys leaving here half way through the fucking morning..sorry if i think my mom is right on that part. but seriously she was just using me to get this boy at my house so she could like fuck him or do whatever else the fuck she wanted. shes so fucking obsessed with him..its all she fuckingtalks about anymore and quite frankly im sick of it.. omg hes blah blah blah..shut the fuck up nobody wants to here about him.. i dont go around talking about my boyfriend all the time..and like this kid she is obsessd with his is ex and she just cant control herself. whatever fuck her..im not doing any of this kind of shit with her after semi . im done. she has caused so much fucking trouble and like so much shit on something so small. okay and like people are always saying omg i hate my mom and i hate my dad..or parents for that matter..but ive realized i dont hate mine. i just say it when i need to take anger out on someone cuz they are here and its teh easiest people to get to. like i dont know but i seriously would die if i didnt have my mom..she is like a friend..shes always there when i need her and i can tell her everything(even though i dont) i mean i would but then she would like go tell my dad and yeah i just dont want to tell her some important and some of my stupid shit. if you know what i mean. but yeah moving on. i got my nails done yesterday..and yeah i like the way they look and i like having them..bbut omg i had to like sit there for like 2 fucking hours just to get my fucking nails done. my god..i was like hmmm i dont know if im coming back here..haha yeah so this weekend is going by fast and i know tonight is going to go by too..at least i get to hang out with him...hehe