Fear is what gets me everyday, and it probably gets you too. But you just don't see how much it affects your daily life. Fear is something that you can't control, because it will haunt you everyday if you don't let it take control. I realized that i have so much fear of just one thing, losing the best friendship i have for something more. I want more so badly but then again i don't want to ruin what is already there, being best friends with him is as good as it gets i guess..But i want to tell him, just to see what his response would be..but i am so scared. So scared of the outcome of what comes out of my mouth. I am so scared of just getting my heart broken a second time by him..he's done it once, but he doesn't even know that. Ah i just don't get it..why do i have to be so afraid!? I'm sick of running of what i am afraid of. But i can't help it, i am so scared easily..and is this worst of them all. Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Extremely true!..fear..