Ok..i'm in study hall right now..9th pd. so it's the last period and i only have to do my vocab homework..which means i don't have any thing else to do..i'm sick of school and i am sick of the people in it. I like seriously want to like drop out or at least go back to middle school and pretend it's high school..i am just sick of how the people act here and how everybody things they are all bad ass. Somebody told me today that i am punky..and when they said it they were like not "punky" punk, but like i have the attitude of one, cuz i like to be independent and what not. And i completely agree with them, but i effing hate labels and that's that. I've never liked them, and i don't get why people use them anyway. i remember last year at my middle school, the only bad thing was the labeling. People at lunch would be like..this is the prep table you can't sit here. and what not. like seriously WTF?! NPH isn't in here today, and that really pisses me off. I need to talk to someone and she is the right one..i know..cuz she already knows most of the shit in my life. She is my effing hero, and i seriously would die if i didn't see her almost everyday. Ok so last night, i kept listening to this song over and over..it was by Lonestar.. "Not a Day Goes By" and i was like omg! this fits a shitload. My dad yelled at me last night, and i ended up writing more shit..and feeling like a complete bitch..but hey that's what my dad wants since i act like one..ahh i am so rude to my family sometimes, and i don't get why..but oh well. i can't take it anymore. My birthday is coming up and i can't wait for this month to get better..i hope