Listening to: armor for sleep - walking all night, alone
a friend of mine's life is heading down the shitter very very quickly.
shes been into drugs for awhile, but nothing tooo bad(if you can consider any drug not tooo bad). but lately its escalated onto worse and worse things. she keeps either denying everything or says that its all under control.
shes terrible at lying.
the worse part is that she knows what shes doing will eventually catch up to her. hell, it already has once. even so, she wont do a fucking thing about it. i think ive lost all respect for her.
i hate to admit it, but every day she seems more and more like a lost cause.
honestly, i dont see why drugs can be that interesting. maybe im just one of those lucky people who can have a great time sober.
ps. open your fucking bloodshot eyes! fucking look at what your doing to yourself!
but i'm not sure she's as bad....yet
but im sure if its geting to the point where she is useing all other times i suggest you find her help that can deal with her even if she doesnt want that help.
just my thoughs on it haha sorry if i sound like a know it all. haha. some times i getcarriedaway
nice diary btw.
aw thanks
ur cute urself
lonleyxxx
i clicked random and you came up.
i miss you.
call me.
-stephanie teichen