i died today. i have a hole in my back. literally. ran down a hill and tripped at the bottom and rolled over a nail or something. it bled alot n stuff. i feel like talking about her. shes really really cool. im so glad that things are back to the way they were. shes been nicer to me than almost anyone has. my goal in life right now is not to be a pussy and let stupid things screw it up again. ill make this work if it kills me. i need this. i think i might start using this diary a little more than i have recently.