i dont know what to do. again. i cant tell her. not yet. not because im afraid, even though i am a little. i cant tell her because i will not allow prom to be awkward. not one bit. i will do everything physically possible to make that night as bitchin as it can be, and if that includes me being shot down, then so be it. the funny thing is, ive havent been expecting a very good outcome. shes way out of my league, and i realize that. well, if i had a league. do i have a league? i dont realy know, actually. sorry. that got off topic. i cant ask her freinds how she feels about it, because knowing her freinds, that would be about the same as asking her directly. so im stuck here in limbo. not very bad, because for some reason ive convinced myself that i still have a chance, but not probably not a very good one.