i hate you

took my fine arts and PE finals today...haha, those were jokes. tomorrow i have english (which we already did so we are finishing watching "Snow Falling On Cedars") and bio (WHICH I AM GOING TO FAIL!!!) i think Luker thought that if she seperated Shannon and I that i would start to understand...wrong assumption. now i don't have shannon so answer the stupid questions i do have and i don't wanna ask outloud cuz everyone will think i'm retarded. i REALLY need to clean my room(s). they are soo dirty. the only reason i clean them is usually one of three reasons: 1. my parents make me, 2. someone comes over, or 3. because it gets so dirty i can't even live in it anymore. i'm becoming depressed. i'm gonna miss all my friends, esp the ones who are leavin sig. that's the only regret i have about it being almost summer. today at lunch i was telling alison and almeta all the ppl i hate. i don't really hate them, but i guess i was just in a bad mood. like everyone i saw i was like, "i hate her, and him, oh and her...ooh i really hate her." so sorry if i said i hated you, didn't mean it (not that you will know if i said that). alison was like, "so lauren, who do you NOT hate" and it took me ten thousand years to answer. what's wrong with me? and i feel bad cuz i said i hated ryan (BUT I DON'T, DON'T GET ME WRONG!) and then he came over with pie and gave almeta, alison, and i a humungo slice. and i felt bad. so ryan, if you're reading this (which i doubt) i really don't hate you.
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ooh.. creepy.. i am reading it.. yeah, i drop by from tjs blog sometimes. ur welcome for the pie, i understand, i do the hate thing too.
-ryan mac
[Anonymous]
oh yeah.. what was that with almeta when i came up and she goes "lauren likes you" ???
-ryan mac
[Anonymous]
Pumpkin dearest... We all have our days where everyone just seems evil and not worth a damn. I understand if you need to hate me sometimes...lol. Seriously though. We all let things slip out in frustration, but we know ya don't mean it. Love ya.
[Anonymous]