oklydokly...im finally here! lol. the internet wouldnt come on for a loong time. ha ha. doesnt sbc yahoo dsl suck? lol :P. anyhow..the concert was purdy good...too many people though. lol :P the docotor dude gave me this paper when i was there that gave me alotta info about the problem shtuff. these are the symptons (that i have): >intense terror >dizziness, feeling faint >hot and cold flashes >fear of going crazy (i dont have that one, lol) >feelings that nothing is real >sweating, trembling >chest pain and palpitations >shaking >smothering, choking sensations >feelings of impending doom and that death is near >tingling in the extremeties yea..thats all...i think. and there was other stuff on the paper too, but i dont wanna write it all. lol. but, now my mom seems to be worried about me, when before she didnt really seem to care bout me...thats how it seemed anyway. she doesnt really talk to me like she does meh sis. ah well... and i havnt talked to martin in a week! im gonna go crazy! lol. ;_; ******************************************** this is the song im listenin to.. sometime ago i keep losing track over again all these promises won't turn golden until you touch them its permanent nothing is permanent its permanent we'll be watching your back following indicision's lasting for years indecision's lasting for years sometime ago memories in my head are starting again speaking fast but moving slow running through the country maybe they will find me its permanent nothing is permanent its permanent we'll be watching your back be watching your back following indicision's lasting for years indecision's lasting for years like a river in arizona dried up before you were born it's starting up again it's starting up again it's starting up again (we'll be watching your back) it's starting up again it's starting up again we'll be watching your back its permanent nothing is permanent its permanent we'll be watching your back its permanent nothing is permanent its permanent time is pushing us back (following) permanent permanent permanent ******************************************* yup...thats it..ya can listen to it on acceptancerock.com and ya can listen to radial angel on radialangel.com hee hee. enjoy!