gah.. i'm scared.. seriously.. that guy i work with (heath) who's 30 ish. i told him i dont feel comortable bein around him. (yea, age is a differece to me). cause i told my dad about it (yes, i was desperate), so he told me to. anyhow i told him. and he said he respects that i dont feel comfortable around him, but he hopes it doesn't mean we can't talk anymore. but even that makes me scared/uncomfortable. sooo i dunno what to do.. and i hafta work with this guy! ;_; but.. it'll be worth it to get to martin :) so.. God, help me. i need strength to get through these. i need bravery. and i need to be safe. maybe a body guard would work.. but i guess that's what angles are for..