ugh, i still dont have my voice back. when i "talk" it sounds like a really light whisper. im so sick of being sick. >_< my throat hurs now. it didnt before. and now meh nose ish stuffy. and i have no more medication stuff :O nothins gonna make me better. but oh well :) (weird how i can say that, and smile) we ordered pizza, and meh sis said the delivery guy was cute. lol :P it took 40 mins fer him ta get here :O lol i have a song stuck in meh head. i dunno how it got there. but ish goes like this: as i rest against this cold hard wall oh will you pass me by will you critisize me as i sit and cry i had fought so hard and though that all my battles had been won only to find the road has just begun is He not strong enough is He not pure enough to break me, pour me out and start again is He not brave enough to take one chance on me please can i have one chance to start again will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime is there anyway to be made whole again if im healed, renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength i never had will my scars forever ruin all God's plan is He not strong enough is He not pure enough to break me, pour me out and start again is He not brave enough to take one chance on me please can i have one chance to start again He took my life into His hands and turned it all around in my most desperate circumstance its there i finally found that You are strong enough that You are pure enough to break me pour me out and start again that You are brave enough to take one chance me oh thankYou for my chance to start again ******* yea..ish stuck in meh head...ish called "strong enough" by stacie orrico. *shrugs* and i have another one in meh head. ish the song "broken" by seether and amy lee. I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here anymore ******* i love that song :) and i still cant figure out whats wrong with dave ;_;