i havnt talked to martin since friday ;_; dang it!! ^^;; heehee. i was gonna call him like 50 times yesterday...and chickened out...LOL. i'm so lame =P i always wonder...if he's jus as nervous as i am about meetin ^^;; and talkin to him on the phone...LOL.. <----- isn't he sexy though? =) i was talkin to ed today, and it's so awesome to see he's gettin over marie. i know it still hurts him alot to even talk about her, but now he sees that she really did lie to him alot. and he told me stuff about marie i didn't even know. she told me i'm her best friend, and never tells me these things? O_O i dunno..maybe she thinks i'll judge her for it. but i'll care about her just the same. (she's bi...) and ed talked about him findin his special someone. he said he can't til he's dad ^^ i can't wait til i'm a mom =D it's gonna be great ^_^ and ed says he thinks God used his relationship with marie as a learning experience. and i agree =) and he can help others who are goin through the same thing =) it's great to see him happy again =) last night, me, aimee, and travis were walkin back from the gas station (in LO), and this white car drives in the parking lot, and yells "you guys want some candy?!! hey!! you want some candy??!!" and we said, "no!.." and then they turned around and said "get in the car! we're gonna abduct you! get in the car!" and travis said, "bug off you stupid faggot!" or somethin like that ^^;;; yea..it creeped me out..lol. everytime we're on LO somethin like that happens @_@ but never when jason's around...lol. he needs to be around more =P