weeeell, i feel better today :) my stomack still gets a lil icky from time to time. but i've lived :) though yesterday, i kept askin someone to cut my stomack outa me.. lol. i've had two EDrinks today :D well, i'm workin on my second :) which makes it an EDrink everyday the past 5 weeks and 4 days :D sooo beth is supposedly comin down on sunday =/ i wanna see her ;_; but i hafta work ;_; and.. i miss martin ;_; and people keep accusing me of cheating! it's driving me insane! lol. jazzie accused me of cheatin on her with marie. and marie said i cheated on her a bunch of times. but it's not true.. lol. you know. it's a good thing all this is just for fun and not real. or i'd be dead. lol. besides. everyone knows my heart belongs to one guy. and one guy only :)