yea.. everything sucks now.. but i finally stopped crying. i broke up with martin on wednesday. and he seemed fine with it.. he said he felt the same way. and he still loved me. like i still love him. i knew he would be the hardest to get over.. but i'm making it. slowly but surely. we both it would never make it. but i wish it could have. i know its for the better.. but.. i still need him. i guess i really dont *need* him cause i've made it without him before. its jus.. now its official. it doesnt jus feel like we're not together. we're really not. i dunno. i know i'll be ok.. but.. before we broke up and everything.. i liked these two guys.. you'll prolly notice me talk about 'em alot.. i'm goin to the movies with jordan on friday to see "saw 2". :D and i was gonna go see mike yesterday, but he said he was too tired or somethin. not much is new besides that.. bye