jeez!!! its been forever since i've been on here!!! ahhhhhhh!!! i gots a new boy now :) hes amazing :) ♥ two weeks ago i lost 4 people. one of them one of my really good friends. its still killing me. all i keep saying is, i just wanted one more day. and i couldnt even have that. life keeps slipping away from me. and i cant get a hold of it. i dont know what to do anymore. -the fish