emm, lessee, i feel like...bad. i dunno why. nothin seems to be good today. meh friend is sad, or somethin, and she wont tell anyone why. she there isnt anyone can do to help and she'll take care of it on her own >_< and then meh friend ish tryin to fix me up with his friend, and he said i should leave martin, cuz "he doesnt deserve someone like me" *rolls eyes* and then he put doubts in meh mind. like, he said martin could be cheatin on me @_@ and yea it had crossed meh mind once, but i never thought anythin of it. and then *he* had to bring it up...and now..*shrugs* i dunno. i knew i shouldnt have gotten up this mornin... well, on a good note, smn finally came on. it was a lil too late fer that...but atleast it came on. ^_^ oh! and home alone right now!! wheeee~! lol well...thash all fer now..