i cut my finger on somethin (i dunno what it was and no, i didnt do it purposely) and i watched it bleed. ^_^ no, that didnt entertain me, cuz im still bored :P last night i wrote like 3 poems. they're not good though. heres one of 'em ******************************************* for once i wanna have what ive dreamed of for once i wanna have what ive prayed for for once i wanna have what ive longed for for once i wanna have what ive desired for once i wanna have what is my definition of good for once i wanna be able to help somone without making the problem worse for once i wanna have the feeling that im love for once i wanna have the feeling of being accepted ***************************************** yea, thats it. not good, but oh well. :P im bored. lol. the only person ive talked to so far is hannah. i dunno what to say @_@ lol. i guess im boring to talk to...and to come in contact with. but, oh well. yesterday when i talked to dave (both of us werent feelin all too great) we talked about me runnin away. i told him about a monkey i want, and since meh parents more than likely wont let me have it, i'd run away, and i wont have to deal with anyone here anymore. and he said i could run to his house and live with him. and i said all i need ish a closet and i'll be fine. and he said they'd jus kick his sister out. and i said "ur poor sister...bein kicked out by a monkey and his lover" :P lol. and he said that room would be the party room. and i said "cool, who gonna bring the rum?" and he said his dad makes wine. and i asked if his dad had a secret stash somewhere we could raid (of course i was kiddin :P) but he said yesh. and i asked who would invite. and this ish part of the list we came up with "Jesus, moses, the brave little toaster, blanket, more monkeys" i know there was more, but for some reason i cant think of it. oh i think we should invite the monkey that does back flips whiles hes on fire while juggling chain saws. yea, hes gotta be there. we needs entertainment. and dave could play the guitar while the monkey does his routine. ^_^ yea, we got it all planned out. :P lol well, thash all fer now. i'll write more laters. ^_^