did you know? i miss you oh god i miss you konstantine...its such a sad song :( anyways, i've realized i need to be a stonger person, not more bitter, but stronger. i need to get some self-esteem and i need to turn to god more than i turn to myself. i need to make up for all the bad shit ive done to people. i dont know if i can though. i need to stop being afriad of tommorrow. cuz today is just the tommorrow i worried about yesterday. right? today wasnt too bad, so why worry about whats happening later? live for today im gonna try to uplift people instead of bringing them down. its a plan