its raining. hmm.. its black outside, how nice, maybe ill get struck by lightening and wont have to babysit. that would be a blessing. i havent eaten all day either, im not hungry suprisingly, my fat ass doesnt need anymore munching. i have come to the conclusion that boys dont have brains. they have what i like the call "poor excuse and lame phrase generators" some of them need an upgrade too. whoever said "time heals all wounds" was a complete liar. time just dulls the pain enough to get by. time is morphine.